ennui

ever been so bored that u just type in random urls n see what rubbish page u come to?

i have.

i'm so bored, i feel like puking.

at least it's something to do.

i'm suffering a general air of malaise, that, while faintly offensive and frankly unbecoming, is not serious enough to make me take notice and stop, and has no perceptible cause that i can counter other than plain ennui.

yet, as with all things, this phase probably has its reasons. and im getting really irritated cos i can't for the life of me think what it is. i just lead a morose existence day in day out and i've not even thought to complain about it til now - maybe two weeks into this stupid phase - and i'm not complaining, i don't feel like changing anything.

don't u feel so irritated when you're bored and people keep asking why?

i'm such a bore.

go away.