sigh

im in school. again. when will i ever get out of this place?! im here editing.. sigh. i think i can label myself freelance editor already. how ironic when i was tearing my hair out editing FYP and i swore never to touch or go near any videos for a looong time..

ok minor news aside, HOWARD LOST!! yesterday nite.. ohh.. sobs.. .poor poor howie.. poor sweet howie.. poor sweet lonely howie.. hmm.. i wonder if he'll want my number?? heh heh..

well.. i sort of got the feeling he'll lose.. denise chose wolfgang's "manly charms" (PUKE) over howie's boyish romance.. aww.. sigh.

said the other secret fan to me, when denise told howie he lost:-

"That was the most crushing painful moment of television history ever."

powerful statement that. r we a leetle caught up in this 'reality' series? well..

who cares?! he lost!! sobs.. hmm i hope he gets feature for the next eye for a girl instead.. ahh.. audition, anyone?

heh heh heh heh heh..