sacrilege is sacred rage
there has been a spate of discussion on religion on cisoux's blog.
it affected me more than i like to think.
odd things have also been happening.
like i wasn't looking for answers but i just happened on a quote in the quran that addressed exactly how i felt about the issue. you can read it here.
and after i posted my comment. i randomly added songs to my playlist. and i accidentally added a song of my sister's. and it so struck me as a perfect summary of what's going on that it's freaky.
i guess God really moves in mysterious ways. especially when you start questioning His ways.
Here is the song. Interprete as u like.
Will You Hate Me
You smile in the two way mirror of my eyes
I put on my faith like i wear a disguise
You can't see my soul see the life that i live
Show you the mask of the best i can give
I hear you afraid like a child
Behind the truth of my thoughts
That clutter my mind
What if you knew about all that i do
The things that i think
The need that is true
Would you call me a hypocrite call me a liar
Would you curse out my name would damn me to fire
Would you know what to say or would you just walk away
Afraid, the me i've tried to hide..
Would too closely resemble the truth
Of you that lies inside
I've been looking for answers since becoming adult
Not looking for dog not to live like acolt
I've been looking to live
I've been living to find
Freedom from cages that live in my mind
Would you call me a hypocrite call me a liar
Would you curse out my name would damn me to fire
Would you know what to say or would you just walk away
Afraid, the me i've tried to hide..
Would too closely resemble the truth
Of you that lies inside
Will i scare you upset you frustrate you irate you
Challenge your lifestyle or weaken your trust
Or will you see my effort my passion sincerity
Will you see just a little of yourself in me
Will you take off your masks so we can both be free
Would you call me a hypocrite call me a liar
Would you curse out my name would damn me to fire
Would you know what to say or would you just walk away
Afraid, the me i've tried to hide..
Would too closely resemble the truth
Of you that lies inside
it affected me more than i like to think.
odd things have also been happening.
like i wasn't looking for answers but i just happened on a quote in the quran that addressed exactly how i felt about the issue. you can read it here.
and after i posted my comment. i randomly added songs to my playlist. and i accidentally added a song of my sister's. and it so struck me as a perfect summary of what's going on that it's freaky.
i guess God really moves in mysterious ways. especially when you start questioning His ways.
Here is the song. Interprete as u like.
Will You Hate Me
You smile in the two way mirror of my eyes
I put on my faith like i wear a disguise
You can't see my soul see the life that i live
Show you the mask of the best i can give
I hear you afraid like a child
Behind the truth of my thoughts
That clutter my mind
What if you knew about all that i do
The things that i think
The need that is true
Would you call me a hypocrite call me a liar
Would you curse out my name would damn me to fire
Would you know what to say or would you just walk away
Afraid, the me i've tried to hide..
Would too closely resemble the truth
Of you that lies inside
I've been looking for answers since becoming adult
Not looking for dog not to live like acolt
I've been looking to live
I've been living to find
Freedom from cages that live in my mind
Would you call me a hypocrite call me a liar
Would you curse out my name would damn me to fire
Would you know what to say or would you just walk away
Afraid, the me i've tried to hide..
Would too closely resemble the truth
Of you that lies inside
Will i scare you upset you frustrate you irate you
Challenge your lifestyle or weaken your trust
Or will you see my effort my passion sincerity
Will you see just a little of yourself in me
Will you take off your masks so we can both be free
Would you call me a hypocrite call me a liar
Would you curse out my name would damn me to fire
Would you know what to say or would you just walk away
Afraid, the me i've tried to hide..
Would too closely resemble the truth
Of you that lies inside
posted by daa | 9:02 pm
1 Comments:
yep. that it does. although another cousin (e older sis of e one i quoted in ur blog) did say to me once.. 'kalau tak pasal mak bapak la.. mesti jahanam punye..' (If not for our parents.. we would all be damned..) on the other hand there are some parents whose treatment of their child leaves him/her to equally be damned, so..
but smiles. thks for the offered support. it helps to know i'm not the only one grappling with truths and falseness in this illogical world..
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