my time in NTU

Editing in Spectrum BP room

Jogging at night

My room in hall

Pretending to be studio crew.. Last ep of Spectrum

Eerie pair of slippers left on pavement in the middle of the night.. as if e owner jus vanished mid-stride

a snake in the grass

on one of my last nights in NTU, i nearly stepped on this little snake. it was in the middle of the pavement, but it quickly slithered into the grass. four years ago, when i first came to NTU and stayed in hall, my mum told me it's not safe to walk around at night cos there are snakes around. i din really believe her but.. guess what mum, i finally saw one! =)
can u see it?

define a desperate housewife

is it a woman who finds her husband is cheating on her?

is it a woman left to fend for herself and her kids when the bast*rd she married is out screwing someone else?

is it a woman who left her sonuvabit*h husband and is now on the shelf alone and lonely in a cold bed at night?

'sometimes when a man marries a woman, first he makes her fat, and then he makes her a virgin' - ovidia yu, three fat virgins

when you sit in a room and listen to a woman sobbing that she hates her husband and she never wants to see him again

when you sit in a room and watch her sitting beside him holding his hand and you wonder who you hate more, him for not leaving or her for letting him staying

when you stare at the wall, splashed with hot cocoa that she threw in his face

when you stand on the bed, looking out the window crying, and you wish with all your heart that they will not be seperated, and you see a shooting star and the tears dry up and you smile and everything is ok

ok for a few years

and then a few years more

and now a few years more down the road and the shooting star has come down to earth

and they may yet go their seperate ways anyway

you sit back and think, and wonder, and then you sweep it all under the lumpy rug in the dusty back corner of your mind

and forget about everything you saw, and heard

and you switch on the tv and watch desperate housewives. great show. funny!!

so what's a desperate housewife? i hope to god it's something i never find out.

it's OVER!!!

yesss!! after six months of torture, boredom, pain, sweat, tears, blood... i finally can get back my life.. "i miss having a life".. "you look so fresh!" someone told me today. ya, that's cos i got my first proper night's sleep in ages.. i hit e pillow right after handing in my video, even before five..

yay.. i'm free.. now i can smell e roses, breathe e fresh air, look anew on the little joys of life..

can u smell it? smell.. smell the freedom..

so what worthwhile thing can i now occupy myself with? let me see..

im taking a nap.