maybe when

i like this song now. its passe already and its a malay, well indon song (yah, gasp). but i still like it so im going to post the lyrics. here:-

Mungkin Nanti
Peter Pan

Saatnya ku berkata mungkin yang terakhir kalinya
Sudahlah lepaskan semua kuyakin inilah waktunya
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Dan bila hatimu termenung bangun dari mimpi2mu
Membuka hatimu yang dulu cerita saat bersamaku
Mungkin saja kau bukan yang dulu lagi
Mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi

Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini

Tak usah kau tanyakan lagi simpan untukmu sendiri
Semua sesal yang kau cari semua rasa yang kau beri

so that's the song.. erm maybe i will translate it into english another time. but what i want now is the exact opposite of this song so how? i shouldn't be liking it cos it's describing exactly the situation that i don't want.

but i think, secretly, it's the situation that i most likely feel will happen, so maybe, secretly, im liking the song to prepare myself for the near future when this situation will really happen to me.

okay, im quite sure nobody is going to get a single idea what im talking about. and frankly im horrified at the state that my english has seemed to degrade into. so i shall stop here and go watch my anime.

naruto rocks! lol

time.. 1.31 am

i am hungry.

i was asleep and i was woken up.

now i am hungry.

but my p-skool fren is coming down to have supper w me so yay.

i cut my hair.

it cost me 26 bucks.

when i came in my hair was long and curly.

when i came out, my hair was long and straight.

hmm. so i just paid almost 30 bucks just to blow dry my hair.

well. i went shopping and i spent almost 200, so...

i bought two bras, one top, two shades, perfume (davidoff coolwater).. what else?

shit, was that it? darn. no more shopping til next payday.

i miss my old skool frens. i saw my jc fren this morn but i couldnt say hi cos i was in da cab. i jus looked at photos of my sec sch frens and i miss them so much. i miss being young and happy and simple and carefree. when u get older, life is harder, tougher, crueler, longer, hungrier.

ok i really am hungry. my fren is almost here, i better go.

my best fren told me that spirits like me. shit, that's fucking scary man. oh well. at least i'll never lack someone to talk to. something, at least.

haha. bad joke.

ok im late. time.. 1.39 am